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Tuesday, 29 December 2009

I haven't been on here in forever.

I guess I'd rather not document my previous shitty weeks, because I know I'm going to look back on my posts, read everything and reminisce. In a bad way, mind you. So I'm not going to mention all the crap I just went through, even though reading this little paragraph is going to remind me of it regardless.

I'd prefer focusing on today. Er, more like yesterday. Last night? Yeah, it was a wonderful night. My day started off on the wrong foot, but it eventually turned into something, well...wow, haha.

Not filling anyone in with the deets (no one reads this anyways HAHA) but I keep getting butterflies in my tummy!

So now let me ask you...have you ever spent time with someone who you dated or had a little thing with, but then you just randomly drifted? And you expect it to be all awkward but then it's fricken not and it's awesome and you pee yourself with joyyy?

Okay because it happened to me, minus the peeing.

Friday, 18 December 2009

So my dad is getting me

A new phone for Christmas

That's wonderful news for me, really. All of the phones I've owned are the ones T-mobile had to end up apologizing for because they're all kinds of fucked up. (T-mobile Shadow '07, Sidekick LX, T-mobile Wing) and none of my phones were new, they were all given to me used.

Some were in worse condition than others, especially my Sidekick. The speaker, of course, stopped working over time, so it's now a "text only" phone. I'm constantly getting error codes and "low memory" warnings because the phone would make its own photo albums that I couldn't delete. (Yes, it's possessed.)

The Wing stopped charging after a few months, even with a replacement battery AND a new charger, and the touch screen eventually stopped responding before going permanently blank.

The Shadow, well, it had typical Shadow issues. That's why they're no longer sold. It was slow, but slow was bearable. The "white screen of death" was my main issue, but every once in a while, the speaker would stop working on that phone as well.

I am reading reviews right now on the T-mobile Cliq and the T-mobile Mytouch. I really love the Cliq because of its full QWERTY keyboard. That's a huge plus for me, but the Mytouch is very personalized. Unfortunately, the only keyboard you can use is the touch one, and I have a lot of issues with those. I know every phone has its flaws.

So I wanted to know what everyone else likes! What would you suggest? It would be a HUGE plus if you own or have tried the phone before. It also HAS to be T-mobile.

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

My lonely little adventure.

I'm absolutely tired of explaining bits and pieces of this, so here's the whole shabang.

Found out my mom, sister and ex were all talking shit behind my back and keeping shit from me, telling each other my secrets as well as each others, pushing that little "self destruct" button on their little tripod.

I left. First I went to the park to scream at my retard ex. Then I wondered around aimlessly. Kinda hoped my dad would be getting out of work soon so he could pick me up and take me somewhere. Didn't matter where. I knew he'd understand how I felt. My family does the same shit to him all the time, and now I realize how difficult it is to put up with.

I went past Publix to the gas station and saw some people I kinda knew, but wanted to talk to for some reason, so we talked about nothing, about them hating school, about me not having to go to school; about stupid, trivial things.

Then I awkwardly walked back to Publix and got an Amp out of the vending machine. Sat on a bench drinking that, texting, stressing over everyone who had just realized I was gone. My mom was texting me, telling me I needed to get home because there was a lot of cleaning to be done, so I start to head home.

As I was leaving the Publix plaza, I noticed a guy, probably in his late teens, early twenties. He was, idk sitting on his bike or something in front of the hookah shop.

When I passed by him, he said "Hi," really quietly. I said hi back. Felt weird, saying hi to a completely random person. I don't know, haha. Never happens to me. I felt really bad for not making conversation, but it felt good to be acknowledged by someone who hasn't, and probably never will, completely fuck me over. Lame? Definitely. Haha.

As overemotional as it sounds. Can't help it. My day was shitty as fuck. Can you blame me? Really?

-EDIT-

It's not a New Years resolution or anything, but now that I have a new scale in my house, I'd like to announce that I am going to work hard and try to lose some weight.

I am 5'5" and I have a really slim build. Unfortunately, I also have some love handles and a bit of arm fat. Right now I weigh 120. I've lost 5 pounds since I last weighed myself (in October. Yes, I know, I avoid the hell out of that damned scale.) Seeing my progress, though (I DID IT WITHOUT TRYING!) got me SUPER determined to work my ass (literally) off and get into shape. I guess I'll be mapping out my ups and inevitable downs (or...reversed? Downs and ups? I think I'm aiming for downs in this case.)
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I feel like venting.

Not like anyone reads this anyways.

I had a rough day, yes I did.

I got in several arguments with my ex boyfriend/keyboardist. Not fun.

My African Dwarf Frog, Tranny, just died, seriously...20 minutes ago.

I got him like 3 days ago. FUCKIN. ERG. I still have 1 left, though.

I think I'm on WAY too many websites. Let's see...

Myspace? Check. Facebook? Check. Twitter? Check. Tumblr? Check. Youtube? Check.

Xanga?
Check.

Of course, there's also Gmail and AIM and Skype.

Oh, and photobucket.

Oh, but I kinda had a cool day, too.

Went to Wal Mart/KFC with my buddy TJ.

Then we went to the park, went on the swings, stood on a dinosaur and screamed a little. Well, I did.

Now I think it's time to brush my teefs.